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Thursday, January 5th, 2006
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yoimcrazycool x0: hm thats a deep question right there
thisisntkyle57: it iss
thisisntkyle57: i ponder this in school while i sleep during my classes
yoimcrazycool x0: hahaha
yoimcrazycool x0: i sit and wonder why the fuck am i in school
yoimcrazycool x0: i mean
yoimcrazycool x0: i'm already brilliant
thisisntkyle57: I KNOW DUDE
yoimcrazycool x0: and mastered 18 languages
yoimcrazycool x0: and figured out calculus .. WITHOUT EVEN LOOKING AT MY BOOK!
thisisntkyle57: are there even 18 languages in the world?
yoimcrazycool x0: i've read books by every great contemporary american author
yoimcrazycool x0: yes
yoimcrazycool x0: and the great english authors!
yoimcrazycool x0: and i cured cancer.
yoimcrazycool x0: so WHY AM I IN SCHOOL?!
thisisntkyle57: I DONT KNOW
thisisntkyle57: that is a good question
thisisntkyle57: not even the brilliantest minds know the answer
^yeah me and kyle are awesome.
and he likes to laugh as i spill my soda ALL OVER THE MALL FLOOR.
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Sunday, December 25th, 2005
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| Time: | 12:11 am. |
| Mood: |  happy for once. |
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it's a very good christmas this year. :)
i'm finally happy with no regrets at all.
2006 is gonna be a good year, i can tell.
i love everyone.
merry christmas to everyone :)
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Thursday, December 15th, 2005
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to go with my last entry, i was reading something, i forget where .. but it said:
"i've come to find out that life isn't just about surviving."
...and it's absolutely true.
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Tuesday, November 29th, 2005
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so i went back to the hellhole prout.
most teachers told me that they don't want me to leave.
and the vice principal told me my hair looks SO MUCH BETTER. which pissed me off.
but i'm pretty decided on not going back next year.
why spend over 8 grand when i'm not even happy?
whatever. after june i'm out.
today, i actually worked at work.
well i always work. but today they actually complimented me on how hard i worked.
that made me feel pretty good.
plus i got all my homework done, well .. most of it.
then i went to buy an ipod.
everywhere was sold out, so i just bought one on amazon.
i got the $300 dollar black one that plays videos, it's hot. i'm excited.
since i haven't updated in a week, may i mention that the Nintendo Fusion Tour was absolutely amazing.
i got onto the floor, and got really close. it was hardxcore.
i had tons of fun. damnnnnn skippy.
so i've realized that me and sara have serious issues.
like pretending we're crack addicts, when really we aren't. but we have issues just telling people we are.
yeah, CRACK CRACK CRACK.
i'm done. the endddd.
PS- The Rocket Summer makes me wet.
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Monday, November 21st, 2005
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so i'm at home right now when i should be in school .. but i got
SUSPENDED.
yeah wanna know why?
CAUSE MY HAIR HAS RED HIGHLIGHTS. BIG FUCKING DEAL.
but yeah, they put me in the fucking 5 by 5 ISS room for an hour and 1/2 while i waited for my mom to come get me, and the vice prinicipal threatened to kick me off the cheerleading team. and i didn't even give her attitude at all, all i did was apologize and say it was an accident.
you'd think i fucking killed someone or something.
and this is what my hair looks like.
but i'm suspended until it's "fixed".
so tomorrow me and my mom are going to see what WWHS has for classes, and if prout can give us some money back then i'm leaving.
but if not i'm still leaving next year. there's no way in hell i'm staying at prout. i have no reason to want to stay anymore.
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Thursday, October 20th, 2005
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i hate this. i hate it i hate it i hate it.
and i hate how he'll never read this, cause i'll never let him. ever.
i hate him. and i can't admit it. because i love him so much.
and i hate her. and i hate how he likes her. and i hate how he tells me about her, like it doesn't phase me.
and i hate how i act like nothing's wrong. and i hate how everything is wrong.
i hate how i can't cry. i hate how i need to cry. and i hate how i won't let myself cry.
i hate how everyone says everything's gonna be ok. show me fucking ok.
i hate how i can't hate him no matter how hard i try. and how i always say that everyday i'm going to ignore him, until i see his face and hear his voice.
i hate how he makes everything seem ok, even if just for the 45 minutes i see him everyday, or the hours we spend on the phone every night.
i hate how he calls me just to say goodnight.
but most of all, i hate how we're over. OVER.
and i wish i could be ok, i wish i could be in his arms again. cause i love him.
or maybe i don't love him, but i <3 him. and if there's any fucking difference .. i don't care. but i know i feel so much for him.
and i hate how i'm going to have so many people criticize me about this entry. and how i'm probably going to delete it.
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Monday, October 10th, 2005
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so i'm sitting here at will's in his kitchen on the laptop getting completely ignored by will who's in his room listening to music and sitting on the computer talking to other people. even though i'm leaving in an hour.
hm.cute.
i hate updating this thing. there's never anything to talk about.
so friday i went to the mall with Sarah and Toni .. tons of fun :) i missed them girlssssss
saturday i worked until 4 (whats new) and then went to will's where i've been the entire rest of the weekend.
yeah. i don't really feel like updating anymore so i'm out.
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Saturday, September 10th, 2005
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yoimcrazycool x0: how big is it
britkid102: kinda small
yoimcrazycool x0: oh well
yoimcrazycool x0: i can work with it
^^ that made me laugh, alot. but here's why i said that ...
britkid102: i have a white board
yoimcrazycool x0: a what
britkid102: lol
yoimcrazycool x0: like
yoimcrazycool x0: a blackboard
yoimcrazycool x0: butwhite
yoimcrazycool x0: lol
britkid102: yea
yoimcrazycool x0: with markers
britkid102: for dry erase pens
yoimcrazycool x0: yes
britkid102: u gotta leave me a mesage
yoimcrazycool x0: i plan on it
but oh do i <3 that boy. (o9.o9.o5)
and i'm spent.
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Wednesday, September 7th, 2005
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i love guys really big sweatshirts that are down to my knees that smell like polo blue <33333
so there's a boy :)
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Tuesday, September 6th, 2005
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sup foos.
i miss LJ. i used to update it everyday and tell everyone about my day, like it was exciting or something lol .. well maybe i'll start again like every other day.
well this long weekend wasn't too bad .. friday night i went to Laura's new house, and we hung out and walked to a gas station to get slim jims (mmmm) and then we just sat around talking about stuff and listening to Goo Goo Dolls.
saturday i woke up at 730, went to dunkin donuts, got my daily coffee fix, then worked from 8-4. when i came home, rene's band was recording. so i just hung out with them and stuff. their song came out alright .. i mean they need to fix some stuff but it's really good for their first song.
sunday i woke up and rene's band was here so i hung out with them til about 3 when they all left .. then i just sat around on the computer for a couple hours and took some myspace pics til Meghan came over and then we hung out. then Danny and Mike came over to get Mike's phone, and we watched Family Guy and stuff it was a fun time. Meghan slept over, and we called Will and Sam and talked to them while drawing on each other's feet with sharpies hahaha (it's what all the cool kids do at 2am, DUH!)
monday we woke up and went to dunkin donuts and got coffee and a dozen donuts. then we hung out til about 2 when we brought Meghan home and then went to my aunt's pool for the labor day party. then Johnna came and slept over and we tried on dresses and did makeup and hair cause we were bored.
thats about it for my weekend, today i have to work from 2-6 then i'm coming home and doing homework since i waited til the last night to do it all.
last night i also talked to my bestestestestest friend ever for like a bajillion hours. we hadn't really been talking, cause he had been being an asshole but whatever i'm used to it (lol you know who you are and you're gonna read this and start laughing probably). butttt i realized i love him, he's the best guy friend i've ever had. and i can be myself around him and everything. i love when everything just happens nicely like that .. it makes me feel so much better about stuff :)
and i have an obsession with the Goo Goo Dolls .. cause they're so amazing. i can't stop listening to them. they're every or every other song i listen to. they make me smile =]
ok i'm done with this update.
iloveyouuuuuu ♥
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Saturday, September 3rd, 2005
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wow i haven't updated this in forever .. i miss LJ.
so school started the first, i missed everyone it's good to see people but i hate the work.
my schedule is :::
A - English 10H
B - Religion 10 / Gym + Health
C - Computer / Art
D - French II
E - Integrated Math 2
F - U.S. History H
G - Oceanography
pink are the classes i like, blue are the ones i don't really
like, and green is one that doesn't really make a difference. french
sucks this year. it's gonna blow so bad. and english .. well it's not
too bad but the teacher is a fucking weirdo.
Homecoming 2005
- date anyone? hahaha idc i might not even go and if i do it'll be
alone unless someone asks me or someone is willing to go with me.
the end.
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Wednesday, July 27th, 2005
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stolen from jackie!
[ ] I am a morning person.
[ ] I am a perfectionist.
[ ] I am a Republican.
[ ] I am allergic to something deadly.
[ ] I am an only child.
[ ] I am Catholic.
[x] I am content as of this moment.
[x] I am currently in my pajamas.
[ ] I am currently pregnant.
[x] I am currently single
[ ] I am embarrassed to be seen with my mother or father.
[ ] I am currently suffering from a breaking heart.
[x] I am okay at styling other people's hair.
[ ] I am left handed.
[ ] I am married.
[x] I am obsessed with my myspace.
[x] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[x] I am procrastinating by filling out this list.
[ ] I am resentful that I have to grow up.
[ ] I am very shy around the opposite sex.
[ ] I am, or was, pigeon-toed.
[x] I bite my nails.
[x] I can be paranoid at times.
[ ] I carry a weapon with me everywhere I go.
[ ] I collect picture frames.
[x] I currently have a crush on someone.
[ ] I consider myself to be a 'nerd'.
[x] I currently regret something that I have done/am doing.
[x] I curse frequently.
[x] I do not believe people are inherently good or evil.
[ ] I don't hate anyone.
[x] I enjoy country music.
[ ] I enjoy ...jazz music.
[x] I enjoy smoothies.
[x] I enjoy talking on the phone.
[ ] I have a ...car.
[x] I have a mobile phone.
[ ] I have a hard time paying attention at school.
[ ] I have a hidden talent. (have you seen my toes?)
[x] I have a hobby.
[x] I have a lot to learn.
[x] I have a pet.
[ ] I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
[x] I have a tendency to fall for the "wrong" guy
[ ] I have all my (real) grandparents, none of them have died.
[x] I have at least one brother and/or sister.
[x] I have avoided work to play with my myspace.
[x] I have been in a real relationship.
[ ] I have been in a threesome.
[x] I have been rejected by someone.
[ ] I have been the "psycho ex" in a past relationship.
[ ] I have been to another country.
[ ] I have been to an anime convention.
[ ] I have been to Europe.
[ ] I have been to Las Vegas.
[x] I have been told that I am very smart.
[x] I have been told that I have an unusual sense of humor.
[x] I have broken a bone.
[x] I have Caller I.D. on my phone.
[ ] I have changed a diaper.
[x] I have changed a lot over the past year.
[x] I have cheated on a significant other.
[x] I have counted down the days until the summer.
[x] I have dated my best friend's ex.
[x] I have done something illegal.
[x] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have gone scuba diving/snorkling.
[x] I have had major/minor surgery.
[x] I have had my hair cut within the last week.
[x] I have had sex with someone I was not in a relationship with.
[x] I have had the cops called on me.
[x] I have kissed someone I knew I shouldn't.
[x] I have made a move on a friend's significant other in the past.
[x] I have mood swings.
[x] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[x] I have rejected someone before.
[x] I have seen The Lord of the Rings trilogy.
[x] I have seen the television show The O.C.
[x] I have swam in the ocean.
[x] I have tried a drug that is illegal.
[x] I have tried sushi.
[x] I have watched Sex and the City.
[x] I have watched the television show Spongebob Squarepants.
[x] I know how to shoot a gun. (sort of)
[x] I like being the center of attention.
[x] I like eating Ramen noodles.
[ ] I like my handwriting.
[ ] I like Shakespeare.
[ ] I like the taste of blood (what the fuck?)
[x] I like to cook.
[x] I like to sing.
[ ] I like to vacuum.
[x] I love learning foreign languages.
[x] I love Michael Jackson. (old)
[x] I love my friends.
[x] I love olives.
[x] I love rain.
[x] I love sleeping.
[ ] I love to play computer games.
[x] I love to shop.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[ ] I own 100 CDs or more.
[ ] I own a home.
[x] I own and use a library card.
[ ] I play a musical instrument.
[x] I practice a religion that is not considered mainstream.
[x] I read books for pleasure.
[x] I shave my legs.
[ ] I sleep a lot during the day.
[x] I strongly dislike math.
[x] I think Britney Spears is pretty.
[x] I think long strings of html code look cool.
[ ] I think that Pizza Hut makes the best pizza.
[x] I think the world would be a better place if people just smiled more often.
[ ] I was born in a country other than the USA.
[ ] I watch more TV this year than last year.
[ ] I watch soap operas on a regular basis.
[x] I wear contact lenses.
[x] I will try anything once.
[x] I work at a job that I enjoy.
[ ] I would classify myself as ghetto.
[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I like orange kool aid.
[x] I can name all 7 of the dwarfs from 'Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs'.
[ ] I like being at school.
[x] I always love wearing sweaters.
[ ] I love water polo.
[ ] I am currently wearing socks.
[x] I am being nostalgic right now.
[ ] I hate summer.
[ ] I am tired.
[ ] I love to paint/draw/sketch/sculpt
I have....
[x] been drunk.
[x] smoked pot.
[ ] done ecstasy.
[ ] done coke.
[ ] done crack.
[ ] done heroin.
[ ] done opium.
[ ] done PCP.
[ ] done LSD.
[ ] done CCC's.
[ ] done prescription narcotics for recreational purposes.
[ ] huffed air-duster.
[ ] been to a rave.
[x] been to a real party.
[x] kissed someone.
[x] ridden in a taxi.
[ ] jumped a ramp with a bike.
[x] been dumped.
[x] been used.
[x] shoplifted.
[ ] ran from the cops.
[x] been in a room of your school that you could get suspended for being in (old school, boys bathroom .. don't ask)
[ ] been fired.
[ ] been kicked out of a movie theater.
[ ] snuck into a movie.
[ ] been in a fist fight.
[ ] got hit by a car.
[ ] fired a real gun.
[x] snuck out of your parent's house.
[x] been arrested.
[x] gone in a mosh pit.
[ ] stolen something from your school.
[ ] celebrated new years in times square.
[ ] gone on a blind date
[x] lied to a friend.
[x] had a crush on a teacher.
[ ] celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans.
[ ] been to europe.
[x] skipped school.
[ ] thrown up from drinking.
[x] played 'clue'
[x] had a sleepover party.
[x] gone ice skating.
[x] cheated on a bf/gf.
[x] been cheated on.
[ ] had your tonsils out.
[x] been exposed to laughing gas.
[ ] had a car.
[x] driven a car.
[ ] Totaled a car.
Do you...
[x] feel loved.
[ ] feel lonely.
[x] feel happy.
[ ] hate yourself.
[x] have a dog.
[x] have your own room.
[x] sing along with your music.
[x] dance around the house in your underwear.(sometimes haha)
[ ] listen to Hawaiian Music.
[ ] listen to underground hip hop.
[ ] listen to rap.
[x] listen to classic rock.
[x] listen to new rock.
[x] listen to country.
[ ] listen to reggae.
[x] listen to techno.
[x] listen to hardcore punk.
[x] listen to pop.
[x] listen to r&b.
[ ] listen to jazz.
[ ] listen to crooners. (what the fuck is crooners)
[x] listen to bands that can't be put into a category.
[x] have hobbies.
[ ] skateboard.
[ ] do aggressive inline.
[ ] snowboard.
[x] ski.
[x] surf.
[ ] skim board.
[x] have more than 1 best friend.
[x] get good grades.
[ ] play an instrument.
[x] have slippers
[x] wear boxers (to bed)
[ ] like the color blue.
[x] like the color pink.
[x] like the color red
[x] like the color green
[x] like the color black
[ ] like the color purple
[ ] like neon colors
[x] like to read.
[ ] like to write.
[ ] have long hair.
[x] have short hair.
[x] have a laptop.
[ ] have a pager.
Are you...
[x] bored.
[x] happy.
[ ] bilingual.
[ ] Hawaiian.
[x] blonde
[x] a brunette
[ ] a redhead
[ ] black hair
[ ] Samoan.
[ ] Filipino.
[ ] Korean.
[ ] British.
[x] white.
[ ] Italian
[ ] Native American
[ ] Middle Eastern
[ ] black.
[ ] Inuit
[ ] Mexican.
[ ] Asian.
[x] a Christian
[ ] a Muslim
[ ] a Jew
[ ] a Hindu
[ ] a scientologist
[ ] an atheist
[ ] satanist
[x] short.
[ ] tall
[ ] just right
[x] realistic
[x] an emo kid (haha -cries-)
[ ]sick
[ ] mad
[x] lazy.
[x] talking to someone.
[x] IMing someone.
[x] scared to die.
[ ] buzzed
[ ] high
[ ] caffeinated
[x] sleepy.
[ ] annoyed.
[ ] hungry.
[x] thirsty.
[ ] on the phone.
[ ] in your room.
[ ] drinking something.
[ ] eating something.
[x] ticklish.
[x] listening to music
[ ] a virgin.
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| Mood: |  groggy. | | Music: | Anna Nalick - Breathe (2am). |
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BlindXpilot: sup nigga
playxwithmyheart: not much you?
BlindXpilot: eh at my dads cokout
BlindXpilot: cookout
playxwithmyheart: ooh nice i guess lol
BlindXpilot: not really
BlindXpilot: like his whole church people are here
playxwithmyheart: lololololol
BlindXpilot: and all i keep hearing about it fucking GOD!!!
BlindXpilot: they are so mello
BlindXpilot: its nuts
playxwithmyheart: lmao say "I once read in a Bible Discussion magazine that scholars believe Jesus was a homosexual."
BlindXpilot: lmao
BlindXpilot: I'd get stoned or something
playxwithmyheart: HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
BlindXpilot: with stones!!
playxwithmyheart: they'd hang you from a cross on the top of a hill !
BlindXpilot: or likw whipped and hung
BlindXpilot: ahaha
BlindXpilot: get this..
playxwithmyheart: lol
BlindXpilot: most of them are wearing those jesus snadals
BlindXpilot: sandals*
playxwithmyheart: HAHAHAHAHA
BlindXpilot: its so funny
BlindXpilot: I should have brought a camera
playxwithmyheart: oh man i'm mad you didn't
playxwithmyheart: i need to see that
BlindXpilot: mm
BlindXpilot: I'm asking my step sister if she has a camera
playxwithmyheart: lol
playxwithmyheart: yeahhhh nigger !
BlindXpilot: theres a hippie here
BlindXpilot: shes great.
playxwithmyheart: long hair?
BlindXpilot: sure
playxwithmyheart: braids?
BlindXpilot: this guy ryan's mom
BlindXpilot: na
playxwithmyheart: BOHEMIAN SHIRT?
BlindXpilot: wtf
playxwithmyheart: KHAKI PANTS?
playxwithmyheart: SANDALS?
BlindXpilot: what are you talking about
playxwithmyheart: A NIGGER NOSE?
BlindXpilot: oh whats the hippie wearing
playxwithmyheart: idk
playxwithmyheart: hahahaha
BlindXpilot: hold on
BlindXpilot: i'll go look
playxwithmyheart: lmfao
BlindXpilot: ok
BlindXpilot: flaired out jeans
BlindXpilot: faded
BlindXpilot: a camo shirt
playxwithmyheart: hippie right there
BlindXpilot: and jesus sandals
playxwithmyheart: PRAISE THE LORD
BlindXpilot: AMEN!
playxwithmyheart: -does the sign of the cross-
BlindXpilot: in the name of the father.....
playxwithmyheart: and the son
playxwithmyheart: *and of the som
playxwithmyheart: son*
playxwithmyheart: and of the holy spirit
playxwithmyheart: AH FUCK
playxwithmyheart: i'm such a bad catholic
BlindXpilot: Me too..
playxwithmyheart: i can't even say the sign of the cross right
wow. me and dave are just too cool+very bad Catholics.
i thought that conversation was LJ worthy.
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Wednesday, June 29th, 2005
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"I hate the way you talk to me
And the way you cut your hair.
I hate the way you drive my car.
I hate it when you stare.
I hate your big dumb combat boots
And the way you read my mind.
I hate you so much it makes me sick -
It even makes me rhyme.
I hate the way you're always right.
I hate it when you lie.
I hate it when you make me laugh -
Even worse when you make me cry.
I hate it that you're not around
And the fact that you didn't call.
But mostly I hate the way
I don't hate you --
Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all."
^^ i love you. i do. and you know
it. and i know it. and everyone else knows it. and i've never stopped.
and idk if i ever will. you're just .. what i want, what i need,
everything i could want or need. and i think you do too. and you need
to tell me. cause
i need to know, cause i need you.
i love every part of you. no matter what. and i'll wait forever ..
cause if thats what it takes to be with you then its worth it.
wow ok now thats out of my system. i needed to say that.
before when i said i didn't know what love was .. i do. and i think this is the person.
work .. is .. fun? i guess. Security Cleansers is a harder job than
you'd expect. i mean it's not hard once you know what you're doing ..
but there's so much to know. i get to work the counter next week, but
for now i'm stuck tagging, bagging, and racking. racking is pretty fun
though =] i don't really mind it's a job that makes money
David Melillo tomorrow in Boston with Rene, Kyle, and Matty Bags if my
dad will let us !! ohemgee i am so excited he's so uh-may-zing !!
alright. i'm done. i think LJ comes in handy a lil more than i thought.
<333
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(x) Slept all night in a bed with a person of the opposite sex
(x) Slept all night in a bed with a person of the same sex
(x) Slept for more than 12 hours
(x) Missed a week of school or more
(x) Put chapstick on more than 5 times in an hour
(x) Kissed more than one person in a day
(x) Kissed more than two people in a day
( ) Created a myspace survey
( ) Eaten a worm
(x) Jumped on a trampoline
( ) Ridden a unicycle
(x) Done something special for someone else
( ) Stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant
( ) Paid more than $50 for food at a fast food resturant
( ) Got caught for cheating on a test
(x) Brushed your teeth while on the phone
( ) Worked in fast food
(x) Written a poem
(x) Randomly called people out of a phone book
(x) Dated someone more than 2 years older than you
(x) Eaten frosting out of the original container
(x) Had a dream about a myspace friend
(x) Fallen in public
(x) Had your pants rip
(x) Recently had a PB&J sandwich
( ) Met your principals parents
( ) Killed an animal
( ) Been prescribed to 3 or more medications by a doctor
(x) Wished you were an only child.
(x) Been unproud of a decision you made
( )Worked for a family member
(x) Made out in a car
(x) Been to a concert.
(x) Gotten away with a lie to your parents
( ) Been dumped the night of a dance and left with out a date
( ) Gone out with a person one of your parents set you up with
(x) Worn a tiara
( ) Gone to church more than 2 times in a week
( ) Worn 5 or more layers of clothing
(x) Had a stalker
( )Swam in clear blue water
(x) Sat in a doctors office with a friend
( ) Ran across 4 lanes of traffic
(x)Made fish lips
(x) kissed someone on the neck
(x) Taken pictures with a stranger
( ) Been to Bush Gardens
(x) Made a public speech
(x) Made a smoothie or milkshake
(x) Had fun at work/school
(x) Watched a movie so often you could quote every word.
(x) Kept something from a past relationship (letters, flowers ect..)
(x) Given someone else a flower
(x) Taken a foreign language
(x) Gotten to school at 6:15 in the morning
(x) Laughed for no apparent reason
(x)Wanted to meet somone you met online in person
that was .... entertaining.
so i highlighted my hair pink. it looks good i like it.
i want to go to six flags and ride every rollercoaster .. really badly. i'm in the mood for a fucking thrill and a half.
and my mom needs to go to work. right now. cause i need to. i need to i need to. RAHHH.
oh and i love the song "la tortura" by shakira .. even though i have no idea what they're saying.
ok i'm done. i love random pointless updates.
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Thursday, June 23rd, 2005
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| Time: | 7:51 pm. |
| Mood: |  bored. | | Music: | Mae - Suspension. |
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Lately I'm alright
and lately I'm not scared
I've figured out,
that what you do to me feels like
I'm floating on air.
I don't need to know right now
all I know is I believe
in the very thing that got us here
and now I can't leave.
Say anything, but say what you mean,
cause I'm caught in suspension.
Now,
I'm wanting this for sure
and I'll beg for nothing more.
I'll plan all day and drive all night
you'll love what's in store.
I can't seem to stop this now
even if it's not so clear,
and I'll take what I can get.
If you want me here (If you want me here)
Say anything, but say what you mean.
When you whisper you want this
your eyes tell the same.
We are gaining speed
I can barely breathe.
Cause I'm caught in suspension.
It's enough for me to get excited,
It's enough for me to feel...Oh!
Say anything, but say what you mean.
When you whisper you want this.
Your eyes tell the same.
We are gaining speed (suspension)
I can barely breathe (Oh, please say what you mean)
I'm caught in suspension (suspension)
I'm caught in suspension.
Say (say) anything (suspension)
but say what you mean (Oh, please say what you mean)
I'm caught in suspension (suspension)
I'm caught in suspension.
We are gaining speed (suspension)
I can barely breathe (Oh, I can barely breathe)
I'm caught in suspension (suspension)
I'm caught in suspension.
Say (say) anything (suspension)
but say what you mean (Oh, I can barely breathe)
I'm caught in suspension.
i love that song. forever. and ever.
my allstar game .. sucked. i loved my amazing fall. lol
ok done.
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY ASHLEY !!!!!
i hope you have the bestest birthday ever i love you always !! best friends forever =D
i've been listening to shakira lately .. and .. i love her . ahahaha
especially the songs "inevitable" and "underneath your clothes" <33 haha
You're a song
Written by the hands of God
Don't get me wrong 'cause
This might sound to you a bit odd
But you own the place
Where all my thoughts go hiding
Right under your clothes
Is where I'll find them
Underneath your clothes
There's an endless story
There's the man I chose
There's my territory
And all the things, I deserve
For being such a good girl honey.
'Cause of you
I forgot the smart ways to lie
Because of you
I'm running out of reasons to cry
When the friends are gone
When the party's over
We will still belong to each other
Underneath your clothes
There's an endless story
There's the man I chose
There's my territory
And all the things I deserve
For being such a good girl honey
I love you more than all that's on the planet
Movin' talkin' walkin' breathing,
You know it's true
Oh baby it's so funny
You almost don't believe it
As every voice is hanging from the silence
lamps are hanging from the ceiling,
Like a lady tied to her manners
I'm tied up to this feeling.
haha i'm so gangster
okay i'm out
i love you alex more than anything ♥
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Your Birthdate: April 21 |
Being born on the 21st day of the month (3 energy) is likely to add a good bit of vitality to your life.
The energy of 3 allows you bounce back rapidly from setbacks, physical or mental.
There is a restlessness in your nature, but you seem to be able to portray an easygoing, "couldn't care less" attitude.
You have a natural ability to express yourself in public, and you always make a very good impression.
Good with words, you excel in writing, speaking, and possibly singing.
You are energetic and always a good conversationalist.
You have a keen imagination, but you tend to scatter your energies and become involved with too may superficial matters.
Your mind is practical and rational despite this tendency to jump about.
You are affectionate and loving, but very sensitive.
You are subject to rapid ups and downs. |
Your #1 Match: ENFP
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The Inspirer
You love being around people, and you are deeply committed to your friends.
You are also unconventional, irreverant, and unimpressed by authority and rules.
Incredibly perceptive, you can usually sense if someone has hidden motives.
You use lots of colorful language and expressions. You're qutie the storyteller!
You would make an excellent entrepreneur, politician, or journalist. |
Your #2 Match: ESFP
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The Performer
You are a natural performer and happiest when you're entertaining others.
A great friend, you are generous, fun-loving and optimistic.
You love to laugh - and you like almost all people equally.
You accept life as it is, and you do your best to make each day fantastic.
You would make a good actor, designer, or counselor. |
Your Seduction Style: The Charismatic |
You're beyond seductive, you're downright magnetic!
You life live and approach seduction on a grand scale.
You have an inner self confidence and energy that most people lack
It's these talents that make you seem extraordinary - and you truly are! |
wow those sure are fun. >_<
i had a fun weekend. spent all of it with alex <33 tons of fun, never a dull moment with that kid =]]
now i'm doing homework. yay. hm.
i love you alex ♥
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What have you done....
( ) smoked a cigarette
( ) smoked a cigar
(x) smoked anything else (it was a stick okay hahaha)
(x) kissed a member of the same sex
( ) crashed a friend's car
( ) stolen a car
(x) been in love
(x) been dumped
(x) shoplifted
( ) been fired
(x) been in a fist fight
( ) snuck out of my parent's house
(x) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
(x) been arrested
( ) made out with a stranger
( ) gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
(x) had a crush on a teacher
( ) skipped school
( ) slept with a co-worker
(x) seen someone die
(x) had a crush on one of your MYSPACE friends
( ) been to Canada
( ) been to Mexico
(x) been on a plane
( ) thrown up in a bar
( ) purposely set a part of myself on fire
(x) eaten Sushi
(x) been snowboarding
(x) met someone in person from MYSPACE
(x) been moshing at a concert
( ) been in an abusive relationship
(x) taken painkillers
(x) love someone or miss someone right now
(x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
(x) made a snow angel
(x) had a tea party
(x) flown a kite
(x) built a sand castle
(x) gone puddle jumping
(x) played dress up
(x) jumped into a pile of leaves
(x) gone sledding
(x) cheated while playing a game
(x) been lonely
(x) fallen asleep at work/school
( ) used a fake id
(x) watched the sun set
( ) felt an earthquake
(x) touched a snake
(x) been tickled
( ) been robbed
( ) robbed someone
(x) been misunderstood
(x) pet a reindeer/goat
(x) won a contest
( ) run a red light
( ) been suspended from school
(x) had detention
(x) been in a car accident
(x) felt like an outcast
( ) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) had deja vu
(x) danced in the moonlight
(x) hated the way you look
(x) witnessed a crime
(x) pole danced
(x) questioned your heart
(x) been obsessed with post-it notes
(x) squished barefoot through the mud
(x) been lost
( ) been to the opposite side of the country
(x) swam in the ocean
(x) felt like dying
(x) cried yourself to sleep
(x) played cops and robbers
(x) recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers
(x) sung karaoke
(x) paid for a meal with only coins
(x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) made prank phone calls
(x) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
(x) caught a snowflake on your tongue
(x) kissed in the rain
(x) written a letter to Santa Claus
( ) been kissed under a mistletoe
( ) watched the sun set with someone you care about
(x) blown bubbles
( ) made a bonfire on the beach
( ) crashed a party
( ) Have Traveled more than 5 days with a car full of People
(x) gone rollerskating
(x) had a wish come true
( ) humped a monkey
(x) worn pearls
( ) jumped off a bridge
(x) screamed penis in class
(x) ate dog/cat food
(x) told a complete stranger you loved them
(x) sang in the shower
(x) have a little black dress
( ) fucked in a park
(x) had a dream that you married someone
(x) glued your hand to something
( ) got your tongue stuck to a flag pole
( ) kissed a fish
(x) worn the opposite sexes clothes
(x) been a cheerleader
(x) sat on a roof top
( ) had sex at a church
(x) screamed at the top of your lungs
(x) done a one-handed cartwheel
(x) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
(x) stayed up all night
( ) didn't take a shower for a week
( ) pick and ate an apple right off the tree
(x) climbed a tree
( ) had a tree house
(x) are scared to watch scary movies alone
(x) believe in ghosts
( ) have more then 30 pairs of shoes
( ) worn a really ugly outfit to school just to see what others say
( ) gone streaking
(x) played ding-dong-ditch
(x) played chicken fight
(x) been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
(x) been told you're hot by a complete stranger
(x) broken a bone
(x) been easily amused
( ) caught a fish then ate it
( ) made porn
( ) caught a butterfly
(x) laughed so hard you cried
(x) cried so hard you laughed
(x) mooned/flashed someone
(x) had someone moon/flash you
(x) cheated on a test
(x) forgotten someone's name
(x) slept naked
(x) French braided someones hair
( ) gone skinny dippin in a pool
( ) been kicked out of your house
hmm that was exciting.
in other news. life is okay.
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laughing.
crushed.
happy.
smilingggg.
smiling =].
grosssss.
calm.
hopeful.
geeky.